Lyrics

[Verse 1] Orange with a black outcome The night i decided to end my own life Were decided behindclosedcurtains By enemies inmy own head saying i'd neverlearn I wanted to drink that orange poison To kill my physical form Cause i am already dead on the inside The mind and the body has to be alive In order for me or anyone to be satisfied And healthy [Chorus] You screamed at the top of your lungs The tests came positive I was turning into something i have never known A person, a figure for someone so pure A rolemodel for someone to become something [Verse 2] At the time i screamed and cried I wanted it so bad and didn't want to die Is this a sign that something will happen? I woke up from the blissfull nightmare I wanted to die But now